Recognizing God....

It's 1 o'clock in the night I just came home after finishing work. Instead of sleeping I am listening a song from movie Jane tu Ya jane na "Kabhi kabhi Aditi..." There is special reason for listening this song at this time. I will come to this point later on, Today I wanted to share some of my special experiences. I don't know what I should say that. It's my trust on god or it's power of my subconscious mind. I am unable to clarify because I believe in both. You can take it either way.

I always believe that, there is god and he listens my prayers, what ever I ask he gives me. And I also believe that subconscious mind has lot of power and it can make your wish come true. Today I want to share some of the incidents of my life, which I am not able to explain my self but it has very important value in my life to cheer me up.

I strongly believe that by this incidents god has given me some message and asked me to take challenges or told me that I am right on my track.

Once I was very upset because of bad behaviour of my very close friends. So I decided to go for shopping with my one friend for shopping but I didn't found it interesting and just sat down on an couch, which was located in corner of shopping mall.

I was sitting very quietly and wasn't even talking. May be I was thinking something and by the time I realized that, one very old lady was coming towards me. I thought she might wanted to sit on couch. So I tried stand up quickly, But she stopped me and told me that, "Don't stand up, I am not going to stay here long. I was just passing through here and I saw you sitting here and thought to have talk with you. I want to tell you that you seems to be feeling very comfortable on this couch as you have always been here." Than she told me, "You don't need to mould your self because of any one else. Whatever you are doing is right and have faith on your self. Next month I am going to celebrate my 90th birthday and still I am very happy. You are still very young you have long way ahead. Keep smiling and always be comfortable as you were here before I came to you. Do not disturb your self because of any one" she gave me smile and left.

When she left I was feeling very positive energy and I came home back. During that time I was watching SAIBABA Serial produced by Ramanand Sagar. In that there was a dialogue by character of Saibaba, "I can not meet each and every person of this world, So I send my messengers to meet them and give my message, but only wise person can recognize them. I give you lots of signs and messages. It is up to you how you interpret them?" And I recalled the incident which happened at Mall.

I didn't knew that old lady before that day and I haven't seen her after that day. There were many more people on her way, Why she took effort to walk few more steps with the help of her stick??? In this foreign country even people do not bother to speak with person sitting beside you than what made her to talk with me??? Why I felt so good after talking with her. It was hardly 3 to 4 minute conversation but why it made difference. May be she was talking in general but why I felt it very related to my current situation. There were 2 or 3 meanings behind her every sentence. You can interpret however you like.

I was feeling very low on that day but I have great faith in God and I was knowing that God is always there with me but I was not sure about my own behaviour. Whatever was going around was my fault or not. I wanted motivation that I was right. As God can not come to each and every person he sent messengers.

May be you all would have experience of such kind but you failed to interpret it. So I wan't you to interpret messages and messengers sent by supreme power. He is always around you but you need to find out him. So it is true that, "God is every where just open doors of your heart."

Now I am coming to the point which I left half way. What was the reason behind listening song "Kabhi kabhi Aditi..." at 1 o'clock in night??? Today again I am confused and having mix feelings like sad, upset, angry and bla bla bla... While I was in train thinking something I received phone call from private number. Nobody spoke from other end but this song was going on back ground. Like that person wanted me to listen this song. When song finished call was disconnected and it didn't came back. I don't know who did this. But I interpreted message which was exactly answer of my mix feelings or motivation for today..

So once again I wan't you to remind that keep your heart open and interpret messages and messengers of Supreme Power and feel the positive energy which he is giving you.

India on Paper...

Recently I have heard that Live in relationship is legally accepted in India. Before that Gay and Lesbian relationship was accepted. And before few years it was legally accepted to write mother's name as middle name of person.

But I am not really sure that our society understands need of these things in real sense or not. Till date it is just on paper, by this our government is just trying to say this world that we are walking with time. But what about general people? Are they able to understand it's need? Will society allow such people to live their life peacefully on their own standards?

It is not enough to approve things legally. It is more important to understand it's necessity in life. It is necessary to accept that time has changed and so we should change our narrow thinking and most important is to change our habit of connecting each and everything with religion.

Each and every religion teaches to live peacefully and give pity. No religion in this world say to abuse people, than why we abuse people on name of religion? Religion asks to live us with ethics. Why d't you see inside your self and ask question that are you living perfectly according to your religion? Just see the other side of coin are you 100% sure that you are understanding your religion perfectly?

If you understand what is religion, than no one will abuse anyone on name of religion, customs and society. Religion teaches to live ethical life, to be honest with your self. If you can not be honest with your self than how you would be honest with your religion?

Marriage is bond between two humans. It is like two bodies and one soul. But how you can find that you are sharing same soul with your partner or with person whom you will marry according to society's norms. If it's true that person should bare his/her life partner even if they does not share feeling of being each other. Than why we are so partial with women. Why there are lot of cases of extra marital affairs? Does religion teaches to cheat your life partner? Instead of cheating our own selves, why d't we understand need of freedom. Why one has to struggle keep every one happy?

I am hopeful for youth of India. I am not supporter of western life style or not advising youth to disconnect their self from society. I wan't people to know true religion. Younger's to respect elders and at the same time elder's should understand feelings of youth. They should be their guide and not abuse them by teaching wrong lessons of religion and culture...