I am feeling like, I am being addicted to writing. And as a result of it you have to read all stuff. I strongly believe that one should have at least one hobby so he/she can keep their self busy or can divert self in something in critical time. Even for that one need strong desire of moving on.
Thank god that I am feeling myself addicted to writing not to smoking or drinking. Actually I have very good quality of connecting and disconnecting myself with things. (That’s what the compliments I normally get from my dear and near ones). I find things always changing around me. I start loving things, places, people, work, and my hobbies (as I have more than one “always”) and they change. So I started loving change as well.
I tried to hate everything but just can’t do it. God knows why??? But I am still happy, because I had inbuilt (I mean natural) quality of connecting and I constructed (I mean developed) quality of disconnecting as well. Disconnecting is not easy. You can never disconnect yourself from anything. You can just pretend of doing so. Believe me that also takes lot of effort and courage.
You have connection with mother earth and all creatures of this universe before you take birth. Love is connection as well as hate is also one type of connection. Love is positive connection and hate is negative connection. By love you increase or add on in your energy, while hate drains your energy.
Most people have understanding that disconnecting means start hating. I will refer disconnecting as a stage where you neither love nor hate. Because hate is type of connection, which consumes your energy and according to law of attraction shows its effect on you. If you can’t love, then disconnect yourself. That’s what I started doing.
We know law of KARMA and someone has to be medium, so you can meet your karma fruit. As soon as you finish that, those people goes away and next one comes. I always used to curse GOD, that he has always been unfair to me. But whenever I open old pages of my life’s diary, I have found that I am at better position and have better things than what I left behind.
This is the reason I started loving change or may be started understanding change.
Love and light,
Dimple